Thursday, December 10, 2009

Short Edgy Hair

I just got my hair cut and curled permanently, and it kind of trigger something inside my head to be a more "edgy" kind of person.. I've been living with long black hair for 20 years now, and i am bored.. Poor me, none of my colleague, including my bf and mom said no for short hair.. EVER!

So, for now, i decided to just go over some websites and populate these chic edgy hair styles.. Maybe someday i will really do it, maybe..

these are the sites i referenced it from:

Start with my fave, vic beck.. =)

and some other black short hair

*i am thinking to do it next year, to show my maturity and readiness for my career era or stuff.. lets say, it might be around next mid year.. so, just wait and see..

Friday, December 4, 2009


Today 23.00pm dec"EM"ber 3, 2009 s"EM"arang time

We chat
we fight,

We talk
we cry,

I though we had such a great talk
and such a great "heart to heart" sharing,
But now am not sure

Can a guy change in like seconds?
Can a guy ever really cry?
Can a guy fake his voice, just to make it sounds heavy?

Can a guy ever really care?
Can a guy hurt a girl's heart?
a guy like HIM

i HATE him,
i MISS him,
i WANT him,
i guess thats conclude me to,
i LOVE him
still, and always...

"ever thine ever mine ever ours" - Ludwig van Beethoven

Monday, November 9, 2009

Lacoste Momentum Polyvore

I have finished all of my exam and pretty much in my "not doing anything" kind of time at the moment..
So I decided to go over some polyvore again tratatata...

Here I got another set of my creation using pretty much all of the product from Lacoste..
There is this one contest going on, but am not hoping to win or anything, just again, to fill my "not doing anything" kind of time..

The Momentum

But of course am always is perfectionist.. One thing in my life that I kind of proud the most (even though i know some of u might say that is not a good thing either, ha!).. So.. hopefully it is good enough to be shared =)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Quotes in Life

"Wise man talk because they have something to say;
Fools, because they have to say something" - Plato

"Be positive, you jackass!" - unknown

"Win like a man, Lose like a man" - unknown

"Everyone wants to ride with you in the limo,
But what you need is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." - Oprah Winfrey

"Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours." - Ludwig van Beethoven

"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present." - unknown

"Don't criticize what you don't understand, son.
You never walked in that man's shoes." - Elvis Presley

"Live like you'll die tomorrow" - James Dean

"Be content with what you have, Rejoice in the way things are.
When you realize there is nothing lacking, the whole world belongs to you" - Lao Tzu

"You can not always control what goes on outside,
But you can always control what goes on inside" - Wayne Dyer

"I am not what has happened to me,
I am what I choose to become" - Carl Jung

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" - Sam Keen

"There is no God higher that the TRUTH" - Mahatma Gandhi

"By being yourself, you put something wonderful in the world that was not there before" - Carl Jung

Friday, November 6, 2009

Loads of links to share

You should go to this web site before someone can make a fool of u giving fake news to your face and u believing it. This is one of the stupidest news I ever watched. LOL

Breaking News: All Online Data Lost After Internet Crash

I lived in Melbourne, and I know that time where suddenly people in Flinders Station just freeze for a couple of minutes. This is really similar with that one, except that this one is mirroring people. Check this one out!

Nick Vujicic - The Most Motivational Guy everrrrrr
Must watch. Really, this one is the best video ever, and for you who feel like giving up!

BEP as a guest star in Oprah and it was in Chicago. Watch this one when you feel like lack of spirit. Quite inspiring video.

This one is really funny. NTU Lecturer read the students his funny previous feedbacks. Apparently the lecturer is a nice Indian guy with mustache and bald head.

I always love the videos and stuff that Zefrank got.
Here I decided to put two of those I recently know.

~When you get exam~

~Email (this one is a link)~
click here

Friday, October 16, 2009

Tips to tie your tie - MYER

Woo-hoo, spring is coming.. It means.. there will be a lot of horse races in Melbourne, or should i specifically said Caulfield (just near my uni campus)..
Hopefully, i can go to one of the race with my friends this year, yea.. hopefully..
Wearing dresses, big head accessories, heels and we're ready to go..!

Now for men, suits.. business shirt.. tie.. and nice shoes will do..
And here i got a very nice link from MYER showing how to tie your tie..

Windosr Knot
* 1. The wide end of your tie should be on your right, about 12 inches below the narrow end.
* 2. Cross the wide and over the narrow end.
* 3. Bring the wide end up through the gap between your collar and tie.
* 4. Bring the wide end over and down.
* 5. Pull the wide end underneath the narrow end and to the right, back through the loop and to the right again.
* 6. Bring the wide end across the front from right to left then up through the loop again.
* 7. Bring the wide end down through the knot and tighten carefully.

Half Windsor Knot
* 1. The wide end of you tie should be on your right, about 12 inches below the narrow end.
* 2. Cross the wide end over the narrow end.
* 3. Bring the wide end around and behind the narrow end.
* 4. Bring the wide end up and pull through the loop and to the right.
* 5. Bring the wide end around the front and over the narrow end from right to left.
* 6. Brind the wide end up through the loop again and down through the knot in front.
* 7. Tighten carefully.

~I managed to copy and paste the content but you can always get to the link here
~~ enjoy

pic to posts later on

Six Truths of Life:

Six Truths of Life:

1. You cannot touch all your teet with your tongue

2. All idiots, after reading this first truth, will try it.

3. And discover that the first true is a lie

4. You’re smiling now because you’re an idiot

5. You soon will forward this to another idiot (*not applicable*)

6. There’s still a stupid smile on your face. I apologise about this. im an idiot too and i need accompany =D

PS: got this from some conv with my uni friends ~~

Women’s daily prayer

which art in Hermes,
hallowed be thy Gucci.
Thy Cartier watch,
thy Prada bag,
on Rodeo,
as it is in Tiffany’s.
Give us this day our Gold MasterCard
and forgive us our overdraft
as we forgive those who decline our Visa,
lead us not into J.C. Penney
and deliver us from Sears.
And to pay for it all,
this we ask on this day …Ah MEN!”

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Show me yours

Well, two weeks ago was my 21st birthday.. I've decided not to celebrate it as a big thing but just having small fun day with my close friends at the day.
My mom knew it and decided to give me some more extra money to spend for it.. Have try to explain to her how many times that money is not the matter.. But what can I say..
So, ok I am havign small dinner tonite.. At lazy moe, Oakleigh..

Now, since I have no plan at all regarding the dinner, so I do not actually prepare any outfit at all..
Im running out of time and I still want to look different, so I try different things and decided to use a boogy pants outfit.. (which suppose to make me look short, isn't it, im only 155 tall and I should say i am not that type of super skinny girl as well..)
But, let me just build my confidence..

Here Im giving you my looklet look which kind of inspired me a bit.. haha...

and this is my real pic.. not so inspired by the looklet actually haha

Thursday, September 10, 2009

maria vs maria maria

I hate it!
My name is Maria. I comes from Indonesia and I am an indo-chinese. I don't however have a Chinese name... and my daddy doesn't feels like giving me one either.
My daddy changed his Chinese name to Indonesian name as the government required so long time ago. And since he married, he was officially allowed to choose his own indo family name. But he didn't want to.
So, ends up.. my name is Maria. and that is it. No last name.

I moved to Australia and struggled with Monash system which does not accept the fact that I do not have a last name... and actually, most of the system in Australia doesn't either.
So.... I got a last name. Maria, yes it is. My name is now Maria Maria, as Australian system accept.

Now, I am about to graduate and I am offered to change my name from Maria Maria (to be printed on my academic result and certificate) to Maria, only.
Should I change it again?


Monday, September 7, 2009

my 21st bday

urgh i am old! i am 21st now..
people says this is the time when u should start thinking about life, as in "serious long term life"
and i don't like the idea, at all....

well, let me tell you funny thing about my 21st bday first.. it is on September 5th, 2009..
and yeah.. guess what? suddenly there just hell too many events happening on the week..
worst one, or should i say, best one maybe.. haha im too confuse about it now, should i be happy or not.. is on Friday, on the 4th.. i got other friend's 21st bday party held on the city from 9pm till late.. since i know this is important to her and him (yes, two of them.. Windu and Anthony), i decided to come anyway.. and OFCOURSE planning to leave early around 11.30 just before my day formally start... but as expected, they did not allowing me to go until just 12o'clock.. funny isnt it? i just dont want to still their party.. but what can i do?

then.. the next day, which is Saturday (funny my 21st is actually on Sat, kind of luv it) i've already appointed to help one of the indonesian event as a make-up helper.. and it's at 12.. i came late, and get there shocked as everyone were done and i dont see in anyway they need any more help.. so i quickly get to my friend, *thx to dearest Josephine, and helped her with the hair things.. not many things happening, just meet some friends and having heaps of bday wishes..

right after i finish, i get some lunch and cafe-ing things with some other friends in MaxB.. this was my first cake.. if i can call it a cake.. haha..
then.. i went back to chaddy and play some bowling with my best friends ever.. not to mention my lovely BF too, Erick.. so here we are, me, Erick, Cia, Tom, Van and Dimz..
followed by indo dinner in Garamerica and get back home.. BUT.. not to my home weirdly..
silly me did not recognize about it at all..
right when the time says 11.55 i got my most beautiful cake ever in my life....
haha u must be jealous... the cake is just wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too beautiful to describe..
have a close look at my cake.. luv it luv it luv it.....

taken from
thx u to all of u....

instead of "urgh i am old! i am 21st now.."
maybe i should have said... "yay!! im 21st, im happy, im crazily in luv and im ready for it..!"

thx u again dearest friends... =)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Abstract art

This is so cool that i want to share it here straight away...
Really talented.. You got to watch it from first till beginning.. Can not imagine how surprise those people that were actually there... Luv it!

Another one to updata...
it is one of the contestant of ukraina got talent.. i am not too sure but i guess the whole picture she created was all about ukraina's journey.. war and everything...

Looklet.. FUN!

After a while.. I found this site.. I saw it before from one of my friend FB page but haven't got the chance to actually play around and see what it is actually about at that time..
Now, whohooo.. Very similar to polyvore.. a lot more easier (or is it just for me maybe?) and fun.. They got models wearing the outfit chosen.. But it still looks a lil bit fake for me.. Looklet is still on its beta version anyway.. so i don't mind.. i know it will get better.. =)

see they even put the description of each item being used in the set at the top right corner..
We can change the background and the model, but not so many options available atm..
be PATIENT! ahhaha

Friday, August 21, 2009

Polyvore polyvore polyvore

Yay..! My very first polyvore...
Luv it luv it luv it....
The second picture doesn't looks so good though, that's my REALLY first set though..
still.. luv luv luv polyvore..
Reform your way

N let it B

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Do you "share", or do you "show off"?

"You know what, I hate this paper much for making me a nerd that I have to stay at home alone last weekend to do this, and fiuh, finally I got my paper back just today, and thanks God I got HD for it. Anyway, just want to share it a lil bit with you! Hows ur day?"
Hhhhhhrhrrr.... "Oh really? Nice! My day is OK, I only got P for that paper btw!"

Share or showing off?

On Facebook, status updates
NAMEHIDDEN says really tired, just get back from work, geezzzz I really hate it, beside the $75k/year pay ofcourse..
NONEEDTOPUBLISHNAME says everything is bad, bad, bad.. need some refreshment and decided to get couple of Hermes bags!! Cute..

Share or showing off?

Monday, July 13, 2009

~ it comes from insecurity, i guess

one day...
when i look into her eyes,
i saw regret, tiredness, sadness, and disappointment
yet she was there,
keep walking through her life

and the other day..
when i look to the same girl,
i saw cheerfulness, thankfulness, and happiness
yet she was not willing to stop,
and keep walking
through her life

and now..
again, i try to look into her eyes
and i see

she is just,
that same girl
in the mirror..
that i kind of confuse
about what am seeing..

coz its just
that same girl
in the mirror

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

and life will be better!!

Don't be SAD, don't be JEALOUS and don't be GREEDY
and life will be better
When people let you down, look up!
and life will be better

Start your day with a smile
Be calm, be mature
Think with a cold brain
and life will be better

Learn to share
Give more
and life will be better

Saturday, May 30, 2009


The time shows 3.30am, 30/05/2009

Still awake for whatever im doin rite now..
He has always been there, for most of the time i do my assignment
and now, when his turn to do his asgm,
im just stuck here, at my room, blogging and doing nothing
im not even there with him to support or anythin
im just doin nothin
n i hate myself for being so

hope he could go back soon,
and i'll be here
still, waiting
while doing nothing

Saturday, May 23, 2009

How to Install LOVE =)

Ewww.. lovely!
Taken from here

***** How To: Install Love. Way too cute. It helps. *****
How to Install LOVE

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed.
Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error - Program not run on external components.” What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

I Love You, You Love Me, We R HAPPY Family - Barney's

Uh... been looking for the other half part of the song for quite some time.
This is one song I really like and just found out that it actually is one of the Barney (you know, barney!! ya the kids tv show icon!) songs.
I know it's kind of not important but I just love it... JUST love it.. =)

I love you
You love me
We're a happy family
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

I love you
You love me
We're best friends
Like friends should be
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Pizza anyone?

Ordering Pizza in the Future!!
Check this one out, really cool.. or scary? =)

Can you imagine, living in the world like that?
Where everyone can know what are you doing or what is happening to you?

Friday, May 15, 2009

Did you know guys?

This a very cool video my lecturer shown in class

Monday, May 11, 2009

Will life ever going to be easy?

Well, it's been a while since I wrote my last blog, and in fact, the last blog I was written about is for my IE (Industrial Experience) project at uni..
Now, I will start again.. Since I found everybody is busy doing their own "stuff" like assignments, exam prep, and bla bla bla....
It doesn't mean I am free of "stuff"....
I got three assignments, two interviews, one presentation for my last semester at uni... Which all should be done in this three weeks time.. Sounds wonderful, rite?

I just need to find a place to release a lil bit.. Where I can just say whatever I would like to say and release my stress!!

Here I am then... Blogging, murmuring and releasing my stress... LOL

Hwosh... I guess I got to go back to my assignments soon..!

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