tyra TYRA tyra TYRA

Im in luv with Tyra, I think she is definitely is a one of a kind... in a very good way..
Some pics that I love from Tyra, can not stop uploading more and more, but these are pretty much what I got so far.. =D
Btw, look at the last pics shows her different type of smiles, so true and so funny..













I can not remember where I get all of the pics from, but you can definitely "google" it

down the mountain, UP the HILL, down the mountain, and UP the HILL again!

Today I start my day very early in the morning,
to be exact, it was 8am.

First thing comes first,
get ready for my supervising session in Clayton at 11am!
I have to recap all of the materials that I've prepared the night before and get ready to get a really hard bang on my head. Yes yes yes, as I wrote before, I am very unprepared and very less likely to finish my thesis on time.
The first topic that we talked about was "Do you have any time stamp that you might be able to show to the panel regarding your late retrieval of data for your thesis extension reasons?" Spot on Grace, I am feeling so useless..!
And then the consultation went really bad in my opinion. Not because of anyone, its all because of me not so prepared from the beginning. But I expect it already, what can you say. A sip of coffee and a bite of my blue berry muffin just minutes before she arrived was really helpful though.

Then, time showed 12.45 already, I need to be in Oakleigh for my driving test which is at 1.50pm. But I wanted to have a one last lesson before the actual test, so I made an appointment at 1pm with my instructor, and I just missed the bus that will bring me there. So, cab is a life safiour.. and I paid $17, but I was not late. Dont blame me for the waste of money today.
The test went really well even though I was shocked with the route that my instructor gave me. Ricardo, my instructor said that he had given me pretty much all of the possible routes that I might be directed to, but all of a sudden my test was in a completely different route. Anyway, I passed (*yay yay yay..) and its my second time. I get my 3years license now, and just need to wait for another week or two before the actual card arrive.

Right after, I was so excited that I want to share my excitement with my close friends family BF, whoever! But no one was there!!!! My friend told me that she was in city just right I got myself into my room. My BF was busy reading his comics waiting for his time to go to work. My family are far far away. All that I can do was to call them one by one.. sharing the excitement via this damn phone.. =(
but what can I say, I have to stay positive... thats what my BF always tell me..

I forced myself to clean up my room, do the laundry, cook some "special" dinner (*tomorrow will be our 21months annyversary and I want him to stay until midnite), blogging (*haha...) and do some progress on my honours?

Stop me from murmuring... please..!
Anyway, this is my summary:





pic from here

Why am i so lazy again?

Hux, I dont know what is wrong with me?
But I hate myself atm.
I am not me at all.

I used to be someone who complaint about school the least in our bunch. Whenever I got unit test and my friends asked me to go somewhere, instead of telling them that I cant go, I decided to just go. At the end of the day, I will study really hard, until the sun is out again and did my unit test just fine. I am not saying that I am a genius or whatever, but I am good enough on what Im doing that I never need to worry about anything.

Now, Im doing my honour project (*biggest regret in my life atm I guess) that requires me to do whole lot of work. I passed the semester where I have to read read read read and read.. I finished almost hundred of journals, not to mention those book chapters and some slides that my supervisor gave me. I did my literature review and presentation of it very close to perfect (or at least I did my best to go for it).

At present time, I am at the state where I have to actually start to get wet on the project and do the experiment instead of just research and research. This supposed to be the most exciting part and the part to have some fun. But no no no no, I did nothing. My 9weeks has passed and I did big big big ZERO for it.
The data is not even finished to be collected. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

My supervisor said that this is the hardest part, which is data exploration and experiment design. But I dont think its the project. I personally think it something inside me that make me can not do it. My laziness...
and yes, the fact that she asked me to program for my data visualization is just making me more nervous. I can program, but I am not an expert.
haish....

HELPPPPPPPPPPPP
Im drowning

*taken from here

A L I N A

Yesterday, I got a very fun catch up with a friend from my previous part time job before. She is so nice and what I like most from her is that she is an open minded kind of person. Whatever I tell her, I believe that it will be just between us, and since she is few years older than me, she got way more more experience than me. She taught me many things that I can not even think for. Information that I can use for my PR application, medicare and etc etc...
In short, I loveeee her.

Last Wednesday was her bday, and I get her a jeans that I hope she like. Anyway, she also brought me something..
Her nail polish collection..!!
Yay, since I got quite addicted (just a little, not so much) to nail polish lately, this is a very sweet gift from her. She gave me 10 different nail polish that she said she is not going to use anymore. It is not new, but since we are friends, I really dont mind. The reason she giving it away because she got a bad habit eating her nails off and her BF does not want her to eat the nail polish also. Hahaha.. so she has not used any of her nail polish anymore.
Thanks dear.... I better buy you something nice next time.. =)

So far, this is my nail polish collection atm.. (look at the number of colour that I got before she give away hers)
*most of the nail polish she gave me are nude colour, which I really love lately*

CNN Heroes 2009 - Budi Soehardi

He got a very kind heart and their family is one of a kind..
As a Singapore Airlines pilot, he and his family can travel anywhere around the world in first class with the best airlines every year.., BUT
not only Budi and his wife, his 3kids has sacrifice their privilege every year to help in the orphanage house back there instead..