The Big Day - 10.04.2010

Finally,
the day has come..
the main reason for me to go back
"Holly's sweet 17th party - 10042010"

Our prayers:
1. no rain
2. cool mild weather
3. fun environment
4. happy family
5. succesfull party
and its all done...

The party should be started from 6pm,
but we decided to wait until 6.45pm,
when the time said so, there were not enough guests to start,
things were not as expected..

My lil sis was inside worried about her party ruined by not enough guests,
and mom got panicked also..
I know there is a surprise for Holly,
but It is before I decided to went down stairs, trying to see if there's more people coming to the party before we really start,
and I found out,
there were bunch of them waiting downstairs, wanting to give Holly surprises..

Here is the plan:
Wait downstairs and let Holly get upset by not enough guess,
Get her to do the cake ceremonial,
and just when she about to do so,
theyll come and surprise her with a big happy birthday song to be sang,
with candles to be lightened
and a scrap book prepared by them..
there were 16 or 17 of them, i can not recall..

and even though there were many things going wrong,
but on the top of all,
she is happy,
and also her friends,
ceremonial was done very nicely,
and she cant stop from smiling =)

that was one night,
where I can see how she can keep that smile on her face the longest ever,
haha..
it is a compliment really..
my 7hours trip was paid knowing that everybody is happy there..

Fish Spa with Gara Rufa

Today, life is good.
I love planning, i love being organized, i love time scheduling.
hm.. i guess im quite a freak on time management haha

So, todays plan:
1. go to gas station
2. final dress fitting
3. F.I.S.H spa
4. grab the jewelry for tomorrow
5. grab the souvenirs
6. buy some matching white shoes
7. manicure and padicure

From the list, my favorite one is the FISH spa,
im so enjoying that moment with me, my mom and Holly (the bday girl, yay..)
My brother was there too, but he decided to get some shiatsu instead.
Hm lets say he is not into girls talk.

Anyway,
first time we need to get our feet cleaned,
you can always grab some shorts which they provide to make it easier for you when u do the fish spa,
but mom never like "public sharing" properties,
she insist to keep her long pants on, and tried really hard to fold it up high..

then, we get to sit on a chair where someone can wash our feet..
im not so comfortable with the fact that my feet being washed as if im a queen to worship or something,
but seems like everybody have it done to them there,
so after that, the three of us get into a pool where we can sit and let our feet being "eaten" by the fish.. hahaha

let me tell u something,
it gives u a tickling sensation at first,
and the more dead skin u got, the more fish will come to ur feet,
and the more u got tickled by it..
mom even screamed once and got some "ssshuusshhh" by the other customers hahaha

anyway, the fish called "Gara rufa" or "Doctor fish"
they originally comes from Middle East countries like Turki and Syria,
the spa staff said the fish used for fish spa are those with maximum 2 - 4cm length only,
once it gets bigger, they are not recommended for fish spa anymore,
but the biggest size they can get is only 12cm..
by having fish spa, u might get ur dead skin off so that the younger skin can appear..

Hate How Much I Love You boy~ and i mean it

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

Hot n Cold - Katy Perry

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You,You don't really want to stay, no
You,should you don't really want to go-oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now your plain boring
I should know that
you're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You,You don't really want to stay, no
You,should you don't really want to go-oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You,You don't really want to stay, no
You,But you don't really want to go-oh

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

PS:
I am being silly~

life is not so good lately

i am in indonesia, and bandung to be exact.
So far my plan has going just fine, except that my feeling is not at the very best place at all.

In short,
Everything is ruined by stupidity,
I got in a fight with my bf and i hate it

Seems like we r not going with the same perspective about our life anymore,
Can someone change in days?
It is not even a week from the last time we were tgthr.
I know its different when we used to get together all the time,
And suddenly u two r apart
But is that good enough as a reason for us to be so sensitive towards each other?
I do think if he can be so sensitive,
Me can do so too,
Haishhhh

My friend said,
Face it and if u can pass it,
U'll get a lot stronger,
But if u can't then
Its better to know it early

PS: i blame no one