OH MY GOD!!

Today supposed to be the day where I finally close May with a sweet memories and fires for my thesis writing in the following month.. but guess what happened?
My BF got an incident from his cruise board, GLOBBY, and he needed to get stitches done on his chin.. plus bad bad bad injuries on his both left and right hand...

I partly blame myself for this, I was the one who rushing him to get out of the house and go to work.. In bold, one more time, i rushed him to get out the house and catch the train, literally...!! what a stupid GF i am..

Anyway, i wanted to share lil bit of my knowledge about this incidents.. Facts that i got from the hospital..
1. first aid that you have to do is to stop the bleed by putting pressure on it
2. ice does not work in stopping a bleeding injuries, in fact if its dirty, it might cause some infection
3. you need to get a tetanus injection if u haven't got it in the last 10 or so years (this is serious, people actually die from tetanus)
4. tetanus injection might cause pain like sour arm for couple of days (it is because the injection get into the muscle)
5. apparently, emergency room is not so emergency for the staff at all
6. you can get a certificate to be given to your working place stating the reasons you couldn't work and until when
7. you HAVE to keep the stitches area DRY at ALL TIME
8. you need to change the dressing in the clinic every two or three days
9. sometimes the stitches area might still bleed a bit, which means it has not recover fully
10. you only need a nurse to do the check up instead of an actual doctor

Well, at least i learned something from this incident and i really feel bad, and hope he will recover quickly..
Let's hope May ends with a sweet good night kiss, and welcoming June june june..

PS: He is having an ielts exam this Saturday and Im a bit worried if he can write properly in terms of time constraint and the wounds on his hand..

Finally found a light in my academic life =)

Today i just went for my other supervising day,
and to be honest, with not enough preparaton, but very good and on fire mood..
and the result was ah-mah-zing!!
On my 15mins bus trip from Clayton to Caulfield, i settled down my experimental design..
I based my plan by combining two papers, plus a bit of my domain knowledge, and *magic*!! I finally found a light on the steps to do for my thesis..
Now i just need to maintain my GOOD MOOD and ON FIRE mode for-ever.. until it finished..
I am happy, my supervisor is happy, my day is awesome..

Anyway,
I realized what a mood can do to my life,
my equation so far:

good mood + good brain = ON FIRE
good mood + no brain = HAPPY
bad mood + good brain = DISASTER
bad mood + no brain = MISERY

So, gotta keep this brain working and maintain my mood..
cha~

Edge of Desire

Young and full of running
Tell me where has that taken me?
Just a great figure eight or a tiny infinity?

Love is really nothing
But a dream that keeps waking me,
For all of my trying
We still end up dying, how can it be?

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me,
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see,
I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believed,
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire
Steady my breathing, silently screaming,
"I have to have you now"
Wired and I'm tired
Think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

on Chadstone VIP day

I love my life.. I love my family.. I love my friends... and I love my BF..
I got a very long and fun chat with my bestfriend here in Melbourne, Marcia last night, and we both ended up sleeping at 3.30AM.. What a record for me, knowing my lately life time schedule with early sleep and early wake up time.. Thank you cia... =D

Anyway, I woke up this morning (yup, morning, 9.45am) because my mom called.. the conversation was quite fun, made me fully awake.. so i decided to take a shower, clean up my room a bit and then my other friend, Tommy woke up and asked me to accompany him to city.. and my point is..... "I STILL LOVE MY LIFE"

end of the day, i went to chadstone for AGAIN another VIP day without any plan to buy anything and any plan to meet anyone.. I felt so tired but still happy, until I found this one dress accidently in SUPRE, and I decided to wear it for my friends bday dinner tomorrow night.. anyway, might be using my boot from last TONY BIANCO sale (*what am i now, SALE girl??? hahaha)

luv luv luv my life...

When winter is coming to town..

Few facts about myself lately:
1. Non stop fatty, creamy, "gluten-y", "junk-y" food fed into my boddy
2. Resulting in severe soar throat
3. Drinking way too much Lo Han Kuo (the most powerful soar throat medicine ever)
4. Having trouble going to the toilet regularly
5. End up gaining almost 2kg in less than 10days
that is what winter can do to me... really, hey you winter, i just realized how powerful u are..

Anyway, i want to start being a good girl.. Oh yes, i always said that.. But really, this time, i really want to do it.. i want to be an expert in time management, team work, being a solid friend and girl friend, polite, and loveable.. JESUS CHRIST, AMEN...!

and the plan is:
1. healthy food and drink only! water, juice, milk, tea, and coffee
2. being positive, +++++, positive, +++++
3. being nice, cheerful, and p o l i t e
4. being responsible and diligent
5. exercise more (*how happy my BF will be if he actually read it..)
6. pray more

live a life with laugh and peace, and u'll be fine

fine, this is a short post only.. but it means a lot if i can make it.. really.. so pray for me you guys =)